Thursday, January 12, 2012
Dear whomever is reading,
Well its been a few days since I have last posted an entry and not a whole lot has been going on with me. I have my friends back which is great but apparently that is causing an issue between my mother and I because she does not like these friends. Tension is high at home again and it really sucks, but oh well my mother has her happy pills to take care of that. That’s another thing that really pisses me off. The fact that she is taking medication because she is so “depressed”. The reason why I hate it so much is because I don’t believe for a second that she is depressed, doctors will say anything to anyone now a days. But who knows, she has told me I am the reason that she is depressed and has thought about offing herself. That part also really sucks. Oh gotta love mother daughter drama.
I really wish I had more stuff to write about, but I don’t. You’d think that since its been a few days since my last post there would be tons of stuff goin on with me. However that is not the case at all. Things have been staying the same basically. Things between Michael and I are still good, he is actually coming to visit next weekend so I am really excited about that. I really wanna see him. He just makes me happy and he has helped me move past everything that has gone on. He helps me forget. In a good way. I dunno, I hope that somewhere down the road things really progress with us.
My plans for moving to the city are still in effect. Josalyne and I are going up next Saturday to view a house again and this one actually looks really great. I’m really excited to see it. I also have to hand out resumes in the city so I can get a job up there. That’s the part I’m really nervous about because I always have the hardest time getting a job. I don’t know what it is, maybe people just hate me? But I’m sure somewhere in the city will hire me.
Well that is basically all I have to report for now. To whomever is reading, I hope you’re day is going very well. Keep on smiling. Much love.
