February 2012
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Monday, February 6, 2012
I feel like I’m reaching my breaking point.
January 2012
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Thursday, January 12, 2012
Dear whomever is reading,
Well its been a few days since I have last posted an entry and not a whole lot has been going on with me. I have my friends back which is great but apparently that is causing an issue between my mother and I because she does not like these friends. Tension is high at home again and it really sucks, but oh well my mother has her happy pills to take care of...
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Monday, January 9, 2012
Dear whomever is reading,
Good morning, world! Its currently 10:18am. I have been up for about an hour now. I never thought I would say this, but I absolutely love not sleeping in. I have never felt so good as I do now. Being able to sleep at night again is awesome. My bio rhythms rock right now! SO! My life. Well its not too bad still. Things are still working out for me. Remember...
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Sunday, January 8, 2012
Dear whomever is reading,
I actually got a full nights sleep last night. I can’t believe it! I have this awesome feeling that things are going to start getting really great very soon : ) Josalyne and I are going to the city to view a house, so that is very exciting, and I also took control of the situation between me and Nik. Like I said before he isn’t over his ex and I went through this...
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Saturday, January 7, 2012
Dear whomever is reading,
8:41am. Yup you guessed it again, I got no sleep at all last night. I’m currently listening to City and Colour, my calm music. I need to stay calm or else I might go a little crazy in a sense. Things did not go well for me yesterday. Nik, remember him? He officially ended things with me last night. Apparently I wasn’t what he wanted after all. He still isn’t over his...
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Friday, January 6, 2012
Dear whomever is reading,
Current time: 4:37am, current song playing on my laptop: Let Me Know – The Audition, current people I am talking to: no one.
Insomnia. It’s starting to get really old. I can sleep for at most 4 hours a day. I’m tired, and not physically tired, but emotionally tired. This whole not sleeping thing has caused me to do things to myself that I wish I could take...
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Thursday, January 5, 2012.
Dear whomever is reading,
I’ve never really done this before. “This” being typing out my thoughts, feelings, whatever. I’ve never been too good at expressing myself. But, I’m going to try. I feel like I have a lot of stuff bottling up inside me that its only a matter of time before everything gets out anyways. So, lets start off with something easy, I’ll introduce myself....
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